My guy.

I'm only eighteen, but I have one of the greatest gifts living in me.

Its the middle of January. He's almost here.

His name will be Brayden Andrew Guinn.

Brayden, because its a name I find unique and rare.

Andrew, because someone who was like a best friend to me posseses that name.

Guinn ,because I want my family name to be his.

Doctors think my due date is March 3rd but all the evidence says it is Feburary 24th.

Like the sonograms have said again and again.

I'm just ready for him to be here.

I've had so mcuh disappointment in the last week.

I just want to hold your hand, Brayden, and make you smile with funny faces and kisses.

You could make me forget all the letdowns.

I feel you almost every hour theses days, shifting and flipping.

You even have found a way to let tazzibear know of your exsistence.

Poor German shepard was so confused.

I love you.

I know I don't talk to as much as others have, but I watch you all the time.

I will always be here for you Brayden Andrew.

You're the one reason I haven't lost my mind in the last like, five months, lol.

Always&& Forever <3