Stress Test Number Three

My baby boy was wide awake and kickin' the whole time :]
Very active and showing off for his third stress test.

They say I'm 34 weeks but measuring 36 :]
I'm hoping that means he will be here sooner than expected.

We have another one next Thursday
Then an appointment for another sonogram the 31st in Kansas City.
I'm excited to see his little face again
Though hearing his heartbeat every week is quite satisfying

I feel like I"m about to pop any minute.
lol
Growing bigger by the day, eh little man?

Gosh, I'm ready to meet my Brayden Andrew <3

Stress Test Number Two

The good thing is, it doesn't measure the legit stress of the mother.

Otherwised I'd probably be permadently hospitalized....

Now the thing about theses damn stress tests, they lock you in a freaking closet!

IN A RECLINING CHAIR!

With a bunch of moniters on yer tummy and a little machine that spites out paper with weird shit all over it

They leave you in the damn thing for 20 to 30 minutes and expect you to stay awake and press a button every time the baby moves. Gawh, its ridiculous.

I just wanna sleep when I'm in there

ANYWAYS, everything seems fine and he is healthy.

:] so all is good.

<3

Got another one next Thursday.

Along with a WIC apt.

He's so close to here!

My guy.

I'm only eighteen, but I have one of the greatest gifts living in me.

Its the middle of January. He's almost here.

His name will be Brayden Andrew Guinn.

Brayden, because its a name I find unique and rare.

Andrew, because someone who was like a best friend to me posseses that name.

Guinn ,because I want my family name to be his.

Doctors think my due date is March 3rd but all the evidence says it is Feburary 24th.

Like the sonograms have said again and again.

I'm just ready for him to be here.

I've had so mcuh disappointment in the last week.

I just want to hold your hand, Brayden, and make you smile with funny faces and kisses.

You could make me forget all the letdowns.

I feel you almost every hour theses days, shifting and flipping.

You even have found a way to let tazzibear know of your exsistence.

Poor German shepard was so confused.

I love you.

I know I don't talk to as much as others have, but I watch you all the time.

I will always be here for you Brayden Andrew.

You're the one reason I haven't lost my mind in the last like, five months, lol.

Always&& Forever <3